when i get close enough to people i start seeing the ways in which they bullshit themselves and i never quite know what the right balance is for me to strike to be their friend and also be myself
i don't think I'm *bad* at it, mainly just expressing that there's a lot of uncertainty every time. i've never regretted being cautious and patient and careful in navigating someone else's feelings
but i suppose a part of me wishes i didnt feel like i had to be so cautious-patient-careful so often,
and maybe that's a feeling that stems from something I haven't examined closely in a while
and maybe that's a feeling that stems from something I haven't examined closely in a while
I donβt actually have to, I just feel like I have to π€ why? overlearning from a handful of really bad experiences that arenβt actually typical
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